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2:58 a.m. - 2001-07-18 Edgar Frog: Hi. Please talk to me. gentle_heart_female: hello gentle_heart_female: how are you edgar? Edgar Frog: Are you depressed too? gentle_heart_female: yep Edgar Frog: About what? gentle_heart_female: it sux Edgar Frog: Tell me what's wrong. gentle_heart_female: well...different things gentle_heart_female: my life situation gentle_heart_female: the way i've never had a descent love gentle_heart_female: how about you? Edgar Frog: I have a medical condition. Edgar Frog: It's too embarassing to talk about. Edgar Frog: You've never had love? Are you a virgin? gentle_heart_female: I said love not sex Edgar Frog: Oh. Sorry. gentle_heart_female: they're different to me Edgar Frog: I'm sorry. Edgar Frog: My life sucks. gentle_heart_female: What is your medical problem? Edgar Frog: Everybody thinks I'm a freak. Edgar Frog: It's embarassing. You'll laugh. gentle_heart_female: Why? gentle_heart_female: Are you yankin my chain here? Edgar Frog: No. Edgar Frog: I don't blame you if you think I'm a freak. Edgar Frog: Everybody else does. gentle_heart_female: I am waiting for you to tell me Edgar Frog: I know you will laugh at me. Edgar Frog: Please promise you won't. gentle_heart_female: You don't have to say if you don't want to gentle_heart_female: People think I am a freeak also Edgar Frog: Why? gentle_heart_female: I would rather not say lol Edgar Frog: I'll tell you if you tell me. gentle_heart_female: I really doon't see the point anymore in myself beiong negative gentle_heart_female: And I can't type worth a sjyt eithert Edgar Frog: I wouldn't be depressed if I had a normal body. gentle_heart_female: I wouldn't either gentle_heart_female: But.....we have to make the most of what we have Edgar Frog: I'll tell you my problem if you promise not to hate me. gentle_heart_female: I would not hate you Edgar Frog: The doctors say my rectum is too big for my body. Edgar Frog: My lower rectum hangs out of my anus like a deflated balloon. gentle_heart_female: How old are you? Edgar Frog: I am 22. gentle_heart_female: They can't correct it? Edgar Frog: I'm too embarassed to talk to a doctor about it. Edgar Frog: I have to wear a special strap to secure it to my body to avoid snagging my rectum on shrubbery and spilling feces all over myself. gentle_heart_female: shrubbery? gentle_heart_female: Do you garden in the nude or what? Edgar Frog: It's like a fleshy ziploc bag sticking out of my anus, like my rectum is inside out. Edgar Frog: And dogs can detect it. Edgar Frog: Dogs are always sniffing at it. Edgar Frog: I have to shoo them away. So embarassing. gentle_heart_female: you poor thing Edgar Frog: I don't know why God made me like this. Edgar Frog: What would you do if your rectum stuck out of your anus like a balloon? gentle_heart_female: I would think that the dr would suggest something for you Edgar Frog: You think I'm a freak, huh? gentle_heart_female: No Edgar Frog: Everybody else does. Edgar Frog: I can't even show my rectum to children without them screaming in terror. Edgar Frog: Seriously, I was at my nephew's birthday party about a month ago, and I showed my rectum to my 7-year-old niece and she started crying. How do you think that made me feel? gentle_heart_female: why would you? Edgar Frog: It made me feel like scum. Edgar Frog: Even children hate me. gentle_heart_female: You're a nut lol Edgar Frog: :-( gentle_heart_female: but i luv ya Edgar Frog: Why are you putting me down when I already hate life so much? gentle_heart_female: i am not Edgar Frog: You called me a nut. gentle_heart_female: that's a compliment Edgar Frog: I thought the children would want to see how my rectum hangs out of my anus. gentle_heart_female: WHY??????? Edgar Frog: But they just cried and called me Balloon Butt. gentle_heart_female: you poor dear
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